"The paradigm of certain disappointments"
When I was in New York last week, I saw Gary Indiana read from his strange, rebarbative, yet oddly compelling new novel The Shanghai Gesture at 192 Books, and in subsequent days I read through the volume of reviews, essays, and articles that he published last year, Utopia's Debris. As I read, I found myself returning again and again to the following collectible line from its early pages:
Our representations of ourselves are even more selective and partial than our portraiture of other people.
It comes from an obituary appreciation of writer Gavin Lambert (1924-2005), and the thought is more than just an attempt at aphorism: Indiana uses it to begin to describe a type of
peculiarly modern first-person narrator who is not the principal subject of the narrative, and also the "I" who, like Proust's Marcel, performs as the author's surrogate, while the question of whether they are the same person has almost no speculative importance.
Indiana is writing there of Lambert's first book, a collection of stories of louche Hollywood types, The Slide Area (1959), but he returns to the concept in more detail later in the essay, when considering that book alongside one of Lambert's later novels, The Goodbye People (1971). Both books
invite the close identification of an unnamed "I" with the author but, more significantly, shift frequently backward and forward in time and foreground a succession of individuals as the temporary subjects of the narrative--this portmanteau effect is rarely used in literature, and even more rarely used effectively. Aside from Proust, whose work contains multiple structures and whose principal work is a single, many-chambered novel, the notable examples include Tolstoy's story "The Forged Coupon," Gide's Caves du Vatican, and some of Bunuel's late films.
Indiana is modest enough not to mention his own novels in that mode, the best of which is the stunning, and sadly neglected, Do Everything in the Dark (2003), which I would rank as one of the best novels of the past decade. As for Lambert, though I knew his name from the novel Inside Daisy Clover (1966), which was made into a film starring Natalie Wood and Robert Redford, I'll admit to having never heard of his other books, for which Indiana makes a convincing case. Serpent's Tail reprinted The Slide Area in 1998--looks like a trip to my local bookstore is in order.
Utopia's Debris captures Indiana in all his voices: admiring, catty, cynical, angry, appreciative, caustic, thoughtful, and--even when he's wryly piling on viciously well-chosen adjectives--always fundamentally serious. In the preface, he writes that the pieces in the book,
in the end, reflect my own tastes, the seductions to which my own sensibilities have surrendered me, and that they do not, alas, primarily group themselves under the sign of eros, but of death. If many of the works and artists examined in these pages heighten a tonic sense of life, more often they have instilled an acute and not entirely uncomfortable reminder of my own mortality, the ephemeral nature of consciousness, and represent something of the struggle of individuals to wrest from their brief time of existence something of value.
Perhaps more important, Indiana's essays, like his novels, pulse with empathy; the following lines from a piece about artist Barbara Kruger could serve as a pithy summation of Do Everything in the Dark:
This is the subtext: The conviction that empathy can, in fact, change the world--a little at a time, and not always, and you will only improve things a little bit, anyway, but if you don't even try, the incurably ugly side of human nature has already won the war inside us all.
Do Everything in the Dark is out of print, but readily available used, Utopia's Debris new; you could certainly do worse with your book-buying budget this week than picking up the pair.




